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Fear And Self-Loathing In The Classroom

Earlier this month, my ninth-graders read the balcony scene from “Romeo and Juliet.” Whenever I teach Shakespeare, I like to have my students do some acting. When I teach the balcony scene, I push the students to take this process very seriously. I look for enthusiastic volunteers who can read the lines with aplomb. This is, after all, one of the great scenes in world literature.

In case you’ve forgotten, teenagers are extraordinarily self-conscious. A few of them put their hands up right away, ready to stroll up to the front of the room and try on some Elizabethan English, but they’re a small minority. When I ask for readers, most students aren’t even thinking about Shakespeare’s language; they’re worrying about the pimple on their nose or their changing voice. So when I ask for volunteers, it’s never surprising that many students simply slump down in their chairs and try to hide.

I teach in Brooklyn now, but my hunch is that this response, this hiding, is universal. Some years ago, I taught at a private school in Ann Arbor, Mich.; my students there used to hide too. What are these kids hiding from? What are they so afraid of?

It’s clear to me that they are afraid of failure. In many cases, they’re absolutely convinced that they will fail. Day after day, dejected students tell me that they can’t do things. They can’t write a paragraph; they can’t draw a tree; they can’t multiply fractions. Very often, our job as teachers is simply to push students to engage in tasks that they already know how to complete. It might not sound like hard work, but many of our students are so demoralized, it’s a wonder they even get out of bed in the morning.

Here’s the thing: They’re not just being moody teenagers. These students are expressing a hopelessness that’s been drilled into them for years. Day after day, year after year: our students hear the same message: that they are failures.

The 2010 film “Waiting for Superman,” which played like an informercial for charter schools, exemplified this message. It’s subtitle was “How We Can Save America’s Failing Public Schools,” and a widely aired preview made a point of telling the audience that American students lag far behind their international counterparts in every significant area but one — confidence. In other words, not only are our students failing, but they’re too dumb to realize it.

Granted, this little dig said more about the filmmaker’s attitudes than any educational reality, but these attitudes have been embraced and repeated for years. President Obama has said our students are failing; President Bush said they were failing. How many times do our students have to hear they’re no good before they start believing it? (Both presidents and pretty much every other prominent education reformer ignore the fact that when you control for poverty, our students are keeping pace with their international counterparts.)

Despite assertions to the contrary, academic overconfidence is not a big problem, at least not in the four schools I’ve worked in over the past 13 years. Fear and self-loathing most certainly are. I’ve counseled a weeping ninth-grader who couldn’t bear to be in the classroom because she felt like she wasn’t smart enough for high school. I’ve watched a student shake so violently that she could not complete the recitation of a 14-line poem. I’ve proctored a high-stakes trigonometry test where a student became physically ill because she was so terrified of failure. (She had to be excused which meant that she failed the exam.)

Which brings me to my next point: On top of all the nasty rhetoric about our students, our educational leadership has actually created a system designed to make our students fearful. I’m writing, specifically, about the fear induced by years of repetitive, stressful, high-stakes testing. In a system designed almost entirely around these tests, how could all but the few who excel on these tests feel good about themselves? The fearfulness we teachers encounter on a daily basis is a predictable consequence of this system, not some surprising side effect.

And this brings me to my final point: The fear is not only predictable, but is in fact desirable for a small number of people. Specifically, fear is very useful for the people who will employ our students, if those students are lucky enough to make it through high school. A frightened, malleable workforce, desperate for approval, is far more agreeable to some of these employers than a confident workforce that demands its worth be recognized.

Sound too conspiratorial? It’s exactly how our schools treat their workers. From allowing unreliable Teacher Data Reports to be published to leveling vicious anti-teacher rhetoric, the city and state have worked hard to create a climate of fear.

Earlier this month, the MetLife Survey of the American Teacher was published, and its findings suggested that fear is the dominant trend in American schools today. According to the survey, fear of all kinds — from teacher fears about job security to student fears about family finances — pervade American schools. In an excellent analysis of the survey, teacher Dan Brown writes, “Pessimism and worry are pervasive in American schools. Contending with elimination of services, suffocating poverty, more layoffs, larger classes, and an accountability regime at odds with genuine teaching and learning, America’s teachers are freaked out.”

This type of fear has no benefit for our students; it certainly has no benefit for our teachers. As long as a submissive workforce is a priority, we’ll all keep suffering in the classroom — and our Shakespeare performances will suffer too.

  • Michael Fiorillo

    You are absolutely correct, William: the learned demoralization and fear of too many of our students and teachers is not an incidental byproduct of corporate education reform, but integral to it, a web of policies that are strategic and tactical.

    One of the ugly lies of the deformers is their claim that they represent an improvement over the “factory model” of 20th century education, when in fact it is the imposition of pedagogies that draw from Victorian-era concepts of the worthy versus unworthy poor, eugenics and Skinnerian behavior modification. Rather than being cutting-edge anything, it’s a highly revanchist attack against progressive education and governance, and of a piece with the revanchist attacks against social services, worker rights and living standards in North America and Europe.

    The reality of Obama/Duncan/Bloomberg’s talk about preparing students for the 21st Century workplace, is that they’re being prepped for an authoritarian work environment in temporary/part time jobs that don’t pay a living wage, with few or no benefits, while teachers are targeted for continuing demands and attacks, both to discipline and purge them, and to open the way for the continuing destabilization of the public school system.

    And, as you say, a very few benefit:  the corporate/foundation/advocacy/academic complex. An aggressive, grabby bunch, they.

    As usual, a fine piece.

  • a.k.

    Yikes. Am I snuffing out the light in my learners??

  • My child is NOT a test score

    Thank you so much for writing and publishing this piece.  It’s about time we begin to tell it like it is in the media.  Those who have watched this happening all around us were perceived as a bunch of crazed conspiracy theorists and have not been taken seriously.  Even when showing “data”, it is dismissed.

    This is the same set-up as Red, Orange and Yellow alerts that were used to channel fear to our citizens.  The same type of media frenzy whipped up to justify a war or two (or three).  The same sort of demoralizing system that keeps most of us on a wheel of constant debt while the banking elites walk away laughing, having gamed the system, again….
    And now it is with our schools.  Privatizers lined up to stake claim to public monies and real estate, along with the hearts and minds and souls of our most valuable asset, our children. 

    Must another decade go by while our policy makers dehumanize and demoralize another generation?  What will it take before parents, teachers and administrators say enough is enough?  How far must the pendulum swing before we break?  Are we ready to say NO, opt out, boycott, strike, sit in, occupy, overthrow?  If not to protect our jobs, our schools, our rights, how about our children??

  • http://gothamschools.org/author/william-johnson/ Will Johnson

    Thanks for the feedback! Michael, I agree with your comments completely, and I think it’s very important to remind folks that all of these DOE “innovations” are just old junk in new containers.

    A.K.: My guess is that if you’re concerned about your students, you’re doing well by them. These problems are systemic and start at the top. Most teachers I know are doing what they can to make sure that their students feel good about themselves, despite the phenomena I describe in my post.

  • Kathryn Evans

    I hope my comment finds you Mr. William Johnson, as I grow more fearful daily of my child entering the public school system in FL.  I just read your article about being a bad teacher published in the Tampa Bay Times. I have a lot of customers who are teachers (I sell cars), and they are so frustrated because they do very little teaching anymore. They must prepare for the FCAT so their school gets a good grade and they get to keep their jobs. And we wonder why our education system gets worse year by year? I know I’m just one person, but if a teacher like you is willing to “buck the system,” there may be others and together with parents we can take our education system back over and you can do what you want to do, which is TEACH!!!!! Thank you for putting yourself out there and caring about the education of “your kids.”
    Kathryn Evans
    vdubchicky@yahoo.com

  • http://gothamschools.org/author/william-johnson/ Will Johnson

    Thanks, Kathryn! It’s great to know that so many people support teachers, especially since we get so much bad press right now. I think you’re right– if enough of us speak out, hopefully we (teachers, parents, and students) can take our schools back. Thanks again for writing!

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