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The Forest And The Trees

Confession: I didn’t like high school. I went to a good school, in a highly ranked district on Long Island. I liked some of my classes, I had some great teachers and some good friends, but on the whole, school was not something that I enjoyed.

Mostly, I just resented having to be there. I liked reading, I liked learning, but I didn’t like being told when and where to do these things. Like many teenagers, I wanted to make my own decisions about how to spend my own time. I didn’t like math; I didn’t like biology. Spending my days trudging from classroom to classroom, studying subjects that I had no interest in and having adults tell me it was all somehow good for me. … I just wanted to be outside, or back in bed.

Still, I learned. History, English, biology, calculus: I retained stores of knowledge in all of these areas, despite my best efforts to resist. It sounds corny, but there’s something magical there. Some part of the mind wants to learn, even when other parts want to do anything but.

Now I’m a high school special education teacher. Every day, I watch tired, distracted students study Homer’s “Odyssey,” the principles of trigonometry, the French Revolution. Some of these students are not simply battling their teenaged willfulness and the rush of hormones in their bodies; they’re struggling with autism, dyslexia, or attention deficit disorder. Yet for the most part, they learn. Even the students who forget or refuse to do the work will surprise me with an insightful comment about Napoleon’s fall from power, or a comparison between Odysseus and Harry Potter.

There’s a lot of talk about teachers these days, about how important we are and the difference we make in our students’ lives. To a degree, I think that’s true; we play an important role in the learning process. Certainly, I do my best to make the material interesting, to convey enthusiasm, and to make the classroom a comfortable environment. I feel a bit sheepish, however, about taking credit when my students do great work. Sometimes the lessons I feel worst about work for the students, just as the lessons I feel best about often fall flat. Sometimes, a lesson goes terribly during its delivery, but students retain the material. Sometimes a lesson is planned and executed brilliantly, but most of the students were up late watching the Yankees game and are too tired to function. Sometimes students are hungry, heartbroken, or scared of a bully. All these things come into the classroom with them. Learning is complicated.

In these posts, I will describe, dissect, and analyze what happens in the classroom, day by day by day. I hope to offer a more nuanced view of the teacher-student relationship than the one offered in the current discussions of education reform, where students are portrayed as hapless, helpless Tiny Tims waiting for a great teacher to save them. Finally, I hope to convey some of the humor, drama, and energy that bring me back to the classroom every day. Beautiful, wonderful things happen in the classroom, and students learn things every day that aren’t a part of my lesson plans. When reformers focus solely on quantifiable outcomes like test scores and “value added,” they are truly missing the forest for the trees.

  • Michael Fiorillo

    Unfortunately, the unspoken purpose of the so-called reformers is to cut down the forest and build a gated sub-division, staffed by temporary workers under constant threat and intimidation, where it once stood.

  • Ruben

    Welcome aboard! Looking forward to reading another perspective from the classroom.

  • il flerpolo

    my god, run, they’re coming to flame you!

  • il flerpolo

    my god, run, they’re coming to flame you!

  • Michael M. (parent still)

    Hmmm.  My read of the “current discussions of education reform” is not so much that children are hapless and helpless, but that the teaching profession is under attack. 

    So now GS has a new columnist who decries testing (an easy point), but to my eye mischaracterizes the public debate as to which group is being mischaracterized, while humbly underplaying the role of teachers under the humble banner of humility?

    Pardon the jaundice, but I do look forward to reading more.

  • Will Johnson

    Thanks, Ruben! Looking forward to being a part of the conversation here.

  • Marat

    William, just wondering, if you feel “sheepish” about taking credit when students do well, how do you feel about teachers being blamed when students fall short?

  • Will Johnson

    That’s a good question. In both cases, I feel like the problem is our tendency to look at the teacher-student relationship as though it occurs in a vacuum. Teachers are a great scapegoat for people who are frustrated with our current school system’s problems, but the research indicates that teachers are just one (and not the most significant) factor that influence student learning. So, I don’t think any one person should be “blamed” for poor student performance. Instead of looking for people to blame, I think we should frame the conversation differently. Our desire for  scapegoats and silver bullets doesn’t help students or teachers.

  • Will Johnson

    That’s a good question. In both cases, I feel like the problem is our tendency to look at the teacher-student relationship as though it occurs in a vacuum. Teachers are a great scapegoat for people who are frustrated with our current school system’s problems, but the research indicates that teachers are just one (and not the most significant) factor that influence student learning. So, I don’t think any one person should be “blamed” for poor student performance. Instead of looking for people to blame, I think we should frame the conversation differently. Our desire for  scapegoats and silver bullets doesn’t help students or teachers.

  • Marat

    Good answer.

    You hinted at it, now what’s your take on the often recited Ed deformer (DFER, E$E, etc.) mantra that a good teacher can overcome all obstacles?

  • Michael Fiorillo

    Will Johnson,

    Perhaps this is just a quibble, but is it really accurate to speak about “our” need for scapegoats? Wouldn’t it be more accurate to speak of “their” (billionaires privatizing education policy and schools, pundits, academics and think tanks funded by those same billionaires, captive politicians and charter school entrepreneurs, et. al.) need to scapegoat teachers and the public schools, all in service of their narrow interests?

    People who’ve had more than a cup of coffee in the classroom know that there are no silver bullets.That kind of rhetoric is provided by the  know-nothings and privateers who are destabilizing the public schools and trying to sell something, whether it’s unproven technology or charter schools. They can only make that sale by demonizing teachers, their unions and the public schools.

  • Will Johnson

    Fair enough– even if it is a quibble, it’s an important one. We (teachers) need to make sure we don’t internalize the language used by those who would demonize us. So, yes, saying “their” need for scapegoats would definitely be more accurate. Thanks for the sharp eye!

  • Will Johnson

    To me, the idea that a teacher can “overcome all obstacles” is a very dangerous one. It’s dangerous for teachers because it sets up unrealistic expectations. When teachers discover that they cannot, in fact, overcome many of the obstacles that they and their students face, they get disillusioned, burned out, etc.

    This idea is dangerous for students because it takes the responsibility for learning out of their hands. Practically, this gives students an excuse for not performing well (blame the teacher); philosophically, this assumes that young people can only overcome obstacles with the help of a trained specialist, an idea that I think is both patronizing and demeaning to young people.

    Culturally, this idea is extremely dangerous. It’s not based on any actual research, data, or understanding of education, yet it’s spread about like gospel. Why? Because the policy makers who’ve been in charge of education for the past decade need a scapegoat. If good teachers can overcome all obstacles, then the problem must be bad teachers. So the solution to our education is simply to get rid of bad teachers. It’s simplistic, misguided, and ultimately designed to let the reformers off the hook for their failure to address the problems of poverty and inequity which are really at the root of our “education crisis.”

    Phew. I guess that tells you what I think about that. Sorry for the long-winded answer, and thanks for reading.

  • Michael M. (parent still)

    Well said.

  • Marat

    Great answer, nice to see the GS status quo shaken up with the perspective of a real teacher in the trenches.

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